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Satsuki Kiriyuin and Ryuko Matoi
Will be mailed. Commissions must be paid through PayPal Account.
Elsa (Anime Style)
I am selling this one because I can. I will mail it to you and everything is absolutely confidential. 

Newest Deviations

Minx (Throne of Lies) :iconmochichansenpai:mochichansenpai 3 0 Transparent Minx :iconmochichansenpai:mochichansenpai 2 0 Minx (9 Doors) :iconmochichansenpai:mochichansenpai 1 0 Minx (Town of Salem) :iconmochichansenpai:mochichansenpai 3 0 Yuna (Sword Art Online: Ordinal Scale) :iconmochichansenpai:mochichansenpai 3 0 Rem and Ram :iconmochichansenpai:mochichansenpai 1 0 Shigure from NekoPara :iconmochichansenpai:mochichansenpai 2 0 Kyoko and Sayaka :iconmochichansenpai:mochichansenpai 2 0 Happy Valentine's Day from 707 :iconmochichansenpai:mochichansenpai 11 0 Hestia is Bestia! :iconmochichansenpai:mochichansenpai 1 0 Beniosama :iconmochichansenpai:mochichansenpai 1 0 Asuna Yuuki (Sword Art Online: Ordinal Scale) :iconmochichansenpai:mochichansenpai 6 0 Alexander Hamilton :iconmochichansenpai:mochichansenpai 2 0 Adrien and Marinette :iconmochichansenpai:mochichansenpai 11 4 Commissions are Open!!! :iconmochichansenpai:mochichansenpai 1 0 Mochi, RedRose, Lily, and Floof as RWBY characters :iconmochichansenpai:mochichansenpai 6 2

Favourites

Sakura Elven Bridal Gown :iconfirefly-path:Firefly-Path 2,209 67 Teamiplier! 2 :iconfloatingmegane-san:FloatingMegane-san 2,474 101 Profile variation steps tutorial pack .promo. :iconsakimichan:sakimichan 4,464 29 Star Wars: Leia + Han :icondaekazu:daekazu 2,070 53 Gumlee Valentines! :iconhootsweets:Hootsweets 2,663 63 Sailor Moon New Crystal :iconnaschi:Naschi 3,836 129 Cinderella :iconelenadudina:ElenaDudina 1,118 256 Forbidden Memories :iconkawacy:kawacy 13,905 454 Sketchdump X :iconmaplespyder:MapleSpyder 1,443 70 repainted ooak sleeping ariel singing doll. :iconverirrtesirrlicht:verirrtesIrrlicht 574 97 Yohane Magica :iconrosuuri:Rosuuri 3,041 78 Inuyasha :iconlaovaan:Laovaan 2,888 75 Classy Tattoo lady :iconqinni:Qinni 6,020 23 Ella [Commission] :iconserafleur:serafleur 3,135 88 Gravity Falls - Valentines :iconmgx0:Mgx0 2,248 223

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I love to draw anime a lot. For some reason, I don't try in color as often because I feel like it ruins it or I haven't mastered it yet. But drawing is my most favorite hobby.
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I am not usually one to say what is on my mind and say it out loud, but maybe one of you can help me. 

I know I have a problem because I am angry at something I have no right over and no business in. I am pissed off at someone I don’t know on a personal level, and yet to me it feels personal. 

I am in love (or at least I think I am) with a Youtuber who everyone knows and loves because he is just amazing and maybe you can figure it out, but let’s just call him Tim. 

He has been on Youtube for about 4 years now, and ever since I saw his video about Abduction and his cute Chubby Bunny challenge, Something inside me sparked I would say, and I grew up with him in my life for so long. I didn’t care about how he looked like everyone else. What I love about him is that he is kind at heart, cares deeply about his fans, cries at how much people care about him, and genuinely is a good person. 

He is caring, nice, funny, weird, cute, adorable and so much more. So, naturally like any other fan, I have grown attached to him, I care about him not just as a fan, but as a person. And like most people, we know his troubles because he is famous, so we know when he has a girlfriend even though he tries to hide it.

He has been hurt twice before, one by a nasty cheater and the other just fell out of love. And now, there’s a new girl in the picture, but she seems like a good person. However, there is something about her I just don’t like. Am I jealous? Am I discriminatory? I don’t know. The evidence I have gathered about her seems suspicious and at the same time reasonable. But then I sit down and genuinely ask myself, “why the hell do I care?” 

Is it because I am in love and I don’t want her anywhere near him? Is it because I don’t want to see him hurt again? Is it because she’s not his type of girl? Is it because I’m crazy and obsessed?? I honestly do not fucking know and it’s driving me crazy. I want him to be happy because he has been through hell and I’m tired of him going through things and that there’s absolutely nothing I can do about it. But why am I so angry and afraid this girl might do something to hurt him? 

I’m just a fan. I am not a friend, I am not an ex-girlfriend, and I’m not an obsessed psycho yandere chick. But why the hell do I feel this way? Can anyone help me?

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EpicAnubisxD Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2016  Student General Artist
Happy Birthday!!! I hope you have a wonderful, beautiful day!! xDD ^^ Huggle! 
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mochichansenpai Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2016  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you so much!!! I hope you have a great day too! :3
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Angel-soma Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for watching me!
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mochichansenpai Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2016  Professional Traditional Artist
No problem :3
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Bree-Leeds Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2016  Professional Traditional Artist

Thank you very much for the favourite! :) If you’re interested – I’d be very flattered if you were to check out my page - www.facebook.com/breeleedsarti…
A ‘like’ or any other support would be amazing :D
All the best!

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mochichansenpai Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Professional Traditional Artist
You're very much welcome! I would gladly check it out. :3
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Shi-Yin Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2016  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fave :)
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